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2015-07-23_14.03.10My parents aren’t the most religious my Dads biki (has a gang in the Freemason) and is coverend in tattoos and he drinks ( may Allah keep us away from the haram) he stopped practising Islam a long time ago when someone told him he wasn’t praying in the correct way my mother prays but sometimes she doesn’t alhumdillah I am the first girl in the family to wear a scarf I was scared at the start because knowing my dad wasn’t religous my mum not being scarfed I thought they wouldn’t agree for me to get scarfed every one thinks I scarfed for a man that inshllah soon this friday is my fatiha but honestly no I never used to pray I never used to practice Islam until one day I had enough of this haram life I was living smoking drinking haram boyfriends broken hearts I felt like I needed some one to cry to but I couldn’t because I was doing all this behind my parents back I used to depressed and suicidal until one day one of my Muslim friends told me to turn to Allah but I said I didn’t know how to pray and don’t know how to read the Quran I felt worthless she taught me how to pray alhumdillah after all this praying I stayed away from haram and I’ve never been so thankful in my life I feel like a new born I feel like a new chapter in my life just started and In Sha Allah my heart will always remember Allah (swt) when I need Him.

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